It is a transition of sorts....
to be home
"On a Tuesday".
I thought that it would be easier than this.
I never expected to have a bit of "grieving" for things that are gone.
But I do.
The first reality check was.....
Have I ever nourished friendships beyond
my office friends and co-workers?
my office friends and co-workers?
It has taken a while but I am identifying and finding them again.
I never expected to not want to begin all of the projects
that I have always wanted to do but never had the time.
I am feeling this panic and anxiety that time is passing and
I will lose the opportunity to to do them...but not wanting to do them.
So I am just wandering around and not really accomplishing anything.
I never expected that my time-clock would be thrown off!
I wake early to have that precious morning time without interruption
checking my office e-mail that isn't there
making lists and planning my day.
By 5:00 pm my body thinks it is exhausted and my work day is done
And I didn't really have a work-day at all.
I am learning that this opportunity to be home
"On a Tuesday"
"On a Tuesday"
is going to take while.
So this week....I made a plan
Number #1
Make a Plan
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Do a service for someone everyday
to lift them and help them be successful
to lift them and help them be successful
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Play the piano
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Exercise
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Plan and eat nutritious and healthy meals and snacks
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Create a new Blog Post "On a Tuesday"
I had girls' camp so this is the first time I have had to feel retired. I hope I can do the things I had planned, but I can see how it might be difficult. I hope your plan works!
ReplyDeleteGreat plan, Michelle. Your thoughts are all of the things I feared as we sold our very busy business on Bluff Street. I still worry about not accomplishing the things I desire. I hope I can build a plan, like you.
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