One time while attending a party
I was totally fascinated by the outfit worn by a little neighbor girl.
Her name was Zoe and that in itself allowed her some privileges.
She had chosen a tiara to go with her leopard-print tights,
her Disney princess dress and sparkly-red "Dorothy" shoes.
It crossed my mind that my mother
would have never let me go out in public with those choices.
I was so envious of her freedom and for her creativity.
I longed to be like her - way back when.
Then I received this photo through e-mail from Ellis' brother.
Well, for one thing,
the sun was in our eyes.
Me and my cousin, Ellis.
I know that I was 5 years old soon to be 6 because the photo was taken September of 1957.
For me that was the year that all of the kids in town got to go to kindergarten.
I would wait another year before the bus would stop at our house
out on the farm and take me to First Grade.
What a treat for me to see this photo for the first time almost 60 years later.
It isn't my wispy curly hair or my chubby little hands that caught my attention
But it is the little outfit that I chose to wear on this day.
It made me smile and, suddenly, I knew that my mother
had allowed me to skip and dance through childhood and
choose my very own clothes to wear.
It was so liberating!
My red Dale Evans vest had a matching cowboy hat.
I must have loved that vest because I have proof of wearing it in other photos.
The sleeveless blouse with the collar was another shade of red.
Because I seldom wore pants,
the South-of-the-Border elastic-waist skirt
was a quick and easy choice.
Could it have been purple or green?
I know it wasn't blue.
Surly I didn't have three colors of red on?
And what about those socks?
I just can't trust my memory.
But I can trust my heart
and it just feels all warm and fuzzy.
Being allowed to make your own choices is a freedom to cherish
Now and Way Back When.